I think back and wonder where has my life gone. Yes, being a baby boomer I am now in touch with my own mortality
. I am married for a second time and wonder....why. Is it the financial stability or companionship. I still haven't figured that one out. I am still in touch with my ex and always will be. I am a 'displaced worker'...displaced...sounds like I have a disability. Hate that phrase. I am UNEMPLOYED which means I do not have a job...again. I have sent out hundreds of applications and nothing, no responses. I figure that at my age getting a job has as much chance as winning the lottery. Lottery. Sometimes I dream about winning the lottery. I watch the programs on TV about lottery winners. Good for them! I wish them luck, but what about me? I wish me luck too. Dreams aside, I still dream. It is really hard to keep intellectually stimulated every day when just 2 years ago I was an office manager. I wake every morning to the thought what kind of lawn or house work can keep my brain cells from slowly dying to the point of becoming insane. And every morning I find myself at the same place.
I am only writing this blog to keep from getting to the point of complete insanity.
I see all of the 'reality shows' and think what a bunch of crap.Why would I spend my time watching these 'kids' drink and party to the point of making such an ass of themselves. But then again, I would be willing to guess that there is some good money involved there.
Things in this world just ain't quite right.
